MISS HIM

NAHOHOMESICK AKO!!
even tough I'm in our house, I miss my LOLO HENYO!!

I love my grandfather, and he loved me back, that is why i really cry, as in CRY in his funeral. T_T

I didn't really sleep during his funeral. I was afraid that I might see him in my dreams. I was a child back then e. I'm twelve years old. I can't forget the time when we got to our grandfathers house and saw his body at his bed, and its very cold. I just burst in tears and gave him hug. I can't believe I did it. but its so refreshing when I've done that, because I tought of him in heaven, having a good time, and happy. Now I want to see him. I MISS HIM SO MUCH :(


My grandfather, was a very benevolent and loving person. When I was little, I went there every weekend. and every single day when i don't have classes. Since my grandfather left us, I don't really go there now, because I thought of him when I'm inside the house. :(

I realize now, that I must value the time and the memories we've been together.
The times, when we wake up very early and pick up sampaguitas, you can really smell the fragrant of that flower, it smell very good, like a perfume. I MISS THAT SMELL!! hMM..

The times when, he reached for the flower of the champaka tree and we pick it up under the BIG tree. I miss him very much as in!

And when I'm hungry, he's there to give money, for me to buy food. I really envy him for what he have done in his life. The accomplishment, the times of glory and the times of trials that he is facing and got trough. I wish he is still with us, but I know that he is happy in heaven with my grandmother. I wish them all the best in heaven. And what I'm trying accomplish now is dedicated to them and the times that we are very happy as a family..




I LOVE YOU LO!!!
SALAMAT PO NG MARAMI!! MISS KO NA PO KAYO!!


LO!! INGAT PO KAYO JAN!!
I KNOW YOU ARE WATCHING ME EVERY SINGLE DAY. I'M HAPPY :)



TRYING TO BE HAPPY! EVEN IF THEIR GONE!! I LOVE THEM.




SHEENA MAE :)

Swertihan nalang sa buhay..!!

Sheena here!! just dropping by to say hello to my blog. hehehe. It's been a while. Haha. Nobody has seen my blog, it's okay. Sana nga wala ng tumingin. Hay, buhay sa school. it's okay, i can handle naman, it's the third semester na naman e. I wish I can pass all my subjects and I can get the scholarship that I've really want since the first semester. I wanna really help my parents financially, even tough I have the things that i want, I want to help them in paying our tuition fees. I always have a 1.95 in my grade, I wanted to raise my average, but sometimes I'm too lazy to do it, To study hard, and sometimes I get lazy in doing my assignments and reviewing mg lessons, when I have long exams. I hope that this term I will not fail any of my subjects. I'm worried na baka I have a fail mark on my grade. I'm scared that my parents specially my father will get mad at me, and be disappointed for what i have done with my studies. I want to review all the lessons and practice myself in math. I have three math subjects right now. I don't know how to handle it sometimes, But i will try to pass it all. I thing I'm taking life to easy, just being a jerk. Not finishing my assignments and being a stubborn child, but it's too often. hehehehe. I'm not really getting a good night sleep, because I always doing the reports, the essays, the assignments, the reviewer at night, because I'm too lazy to study at the afternoon, and taking my subjects easy. I THINK CHEMICAL ENGINEERING IS NOT THE BEST FOR ME. I THINK EASYEASY (ECE/ELECTRONIC AND COMMUNICATION ENGINEERING)

hahahaha.. KORNY!!

just laugh!!


nosebleed na ko, i think I'm developing a hemorrhage, so many words in English, hahha, i can't believe that I constructed all this words. hehehe. I'm not fond of English eh. I can't express them in my mouth, In writing maybe. but I always have grammatical errors.

thats it na. I'm done with the day. hahahaha..


GOODLUCK TO ME!!! I NEED IT. HAHAHA.

GOING STRONG TO MCL.
MAKING PEOPLE PROUD OF WHAT I WILL BE DOING IN THE NEAR FUTURE!


ACT LIKE AN ENGINEER!!

hay buhay!! (hay LIfe??)

It's 10:32 pm, still bored and have no one to talk to.. i'm just here in our balcony typing and chatting with a friend in highschool, planning to go to enchanted kingdom here in sta. rosa. hayyyy!!! i miss them so much. If I see them I will give them the POWER HUG!!! hehehe.. and a kiss of course. I want to sleep with my feelings being poured out. i can't think of how or where to pour out my feelings, so I log in and type. even though i have grammatical errors..hehe. it's okay. we are not all perfect. HAY!! BUHAY!! I wish life could be more easier. I have classes tomorrow at 7:00 am so i have to wake up 5:00 am, I have a quiz pa tomorrow in social science. HAY!!! here is the problem. there is someone who wants to court me. he lived here in our village, and I'm beginning to like him. and when he show up to me, i leave, because I'm not comfortable around him. But i think he is cool, friendly and fun to be with. HAAYYY!! AYOKO NA!!! hehehe.. i can't live like this. i have to express my feeling, but I'm too scared in doing it. baka i may do the wrong decision or hurt him. he have high expectations na sasagutin ko sya. HHHHAAAAIII!! NNNNAAAAKKKOOOO!!! a little bit later, he went to our neigbor's house. i think he is mad, because I didn't speak to him. haiI!! how is he n ngaun.?? hmmmppp.. i feel guilty for what I've done. i think he really is mad and at the same time disappointed with what I've done. MR. LOVE!! what will i do??? hehehe.. joke lang!!
Tae tae naman ako e.. kinakausap ko ang blogster.. heheh. I think I'm insane.. My nose is bleeding.. so many words to be translated to english. But I can stop worrying about him. I want to say sorry, but i can't HAI!! i wish he can read this page. hmmppp!!!

hai!! I'M NOT SLEEPY!! HEHE!! GOODLUCK TO ME TOMORROW. MY EYE BAGS ARE LIKE SWELLING UP.. IT HURTS SOMETIMES.!!

When he wan texting me. I thought of him as a childish boy.. hahha. But i was wrong. he is sweet and lovable person. hmmp. he always care for me and always ask me i have eaten breakfast, lunch and dinner. I think I don't deserve him. I'm to harsh.. hhhhhmmmmpPpp!





SANA WALANG MAKABASA!!
(I WISH NO ONE WILL READ)




SORRY TOO SHY!!